How I celebrate my new year?
Went out with sis and her photographer friend to my hometown stadium just to watch fire works. Actually I was kind of scared to watch fireworks. Not that I'm scared of fireworks but just scared that I recall my past. I mean its exactly a year ago that I broke up with my ex. Yes on new year eve. But I just go cause hey it's new year, what is a new year celebration without fireworks right?
Never spend my new year eve with my sister before. Alright once but that is like a family gathering which I spend most of my time with my cousin instead.
So yeah. But right before everything happen, lets start from beginning!
I have half day of school and after which I went to usual to meet Mr Aj. Spend some time with him cause its the new year eve anyway right. So watch this movie called "New year eve" but both of us got bored so he end up sleeping and I end up day dreaming. What a way to spend time together -.-! So then we had a serious conversation but he was too busy doing "something" that is very distracting!! But what the hell, I still continue. After a deep yet long conversation, we decide to head home cause it's raining. I was actually down when I heard his reply to my question. Didn't expect that kind of answer though! So in the bus I had my moment praying and talking to HIM. Saying to show me the ONE cause I don't want to get hurt. Who do right? I don't know its like I get hurt over and over again.
Surprisingly it rain only during my moment with HIM and stop when I stop. And after that, I see no guy of my age, just old people and young children. And they act as if I'm invisible. Scary but true! Annnnddd it rain again at soon as I reach my hometown. So had to linger at this supermarket around my house. Me being me, I just can't take it being in the same place so I decide to just run to my house. Yes still feel invisible! Guess what, surprise surprise I bump into Mr A! Like at last I don't feel invisible. We chat for awhile and went back home. (He live in the same block as me)
As I was walking home, I was like "Is it a sign?" Once I reach home, I quickly clean myself off and look for him on facebook and chat. Dafuq I know right?! Haha!! So we chat and suddenly I remember that hes birthday falls on new year. So decide to wish him in person. (How cheesily cheap!) So yeah told him that and he's like "Great!"
Decide to meet at 10 after the movie on TV. "Just wish him? Empty handed... NO WAY not my style! *Saw cupcake on the table* Shall give him a cupcake with a candle to blow.. YES!"
So at 10 I look for a candle and grab the cupcake and went out. Meet him and he was like so shock. Just look at the text message(below)! Hahah! How cute! So I told him that he have to make a wish and blow out the candle in front of me.
Waited for sis and went to stadium. Look how beautiful those fireworks. Sadly there's no 3,2,1 Happy new year. They just start singing Auld Lang Syne -.-!
But whatever it is, I had a great time. I mean throughout the whole new year eve. Thank god! I love you. To 2013, please be good to me. I suffered enough in 2012.