Guess I'm just blessed to have people who really care about me in my life. Especially my friends who non-stop make me happy even when I'm really moody, they know how to cheer me up. Of course a lot of people stereotyping me cause all my close friends are guys. And some who use to judge me now is my close friends and they tell me straight. But who care? As long as I'm happy, that's all that matter right?
I thought I was the unlucky girl who doesn't have a lot of girlfriends to hang out with and do girly stuff together. But to think of it again, I'm happy to have those girl that stick around with me after all the shitty things happened in my life. And I'm away from all the dramas and backstabbing people. And what more, I have a loving yet crazy sister and lots of girl cousin. So I'm not that unlucky after all huh...
I use to be in a group of girls where we do everything together. And I realise in every group of girls, there will be one leader and one loser for whole group to bully or just a topic for them to make fun of. And yes I am the loser of the group. They talk about me, they cheat on me and etc. I was so depressed that I actually have to go through counselling and shit like that. It was the worst years of my life. So I decide to just leave them and mind my own life. And just so you know, few years later, the whole group just split. Why? Cause of the same reason, everyone is bashing each other. -.-!
Thank God I meet my true friends after all those dramas I suffered. And I feel so blessed and happy now.